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Arghhh, today sports day so horrible. Until I want to die or what. IT WAS RAINING YOU KNOW. Practically did nothing; Me, kaiying, her sis and tseying go walk like siao around school until damn tired. Xiiaaao. And then ky kip on passing in front of the SJ ppl, want me follow her. Then like, damn wth. Nvm, Im toking crap. Anyways, RED HOUSE WON AFTER DNO HOW MANY YEARS. And no one cares. jk.

Hais. Today damn slack. Oh yea, tmrw got stupid science centre crap. Damn. Wake up at 8. Huhhhh. 12.08am now liao... So tired. Listen to JayChou song now until got headache liao. But heyyy, nice song lah.



Damn, I hate being a stupid maths rep. WAHH, IM GONNA KILL CLEMENT TAN ONE DAY. Jerrrk. Give me so much job, tell me collect all the crap, then chase ppl, blablabla. Wth.

ANWAYS, today have 2.4 km NAPFA! Guess wad, I PASSED. Damn happy loh. But then I position 32/35. Stupid hor. And the whole 1C pass! GRATS! And on half of my last round, Elisa come frm dunno where, tell me sprint like wad. Then I dunno why she make me laugh. Tell me wadd 'Quick take over Veron. She's dyyying.' I KNOW , U DUN FIND THAT FUNNY. SO THANKS ELISA, AND SORRY, I NO MORE SWEET. Haa.

I FEEL BORED. Entertain me. Something, anything, I dun care. Oh, and blogger isnt at all entertaining. At least I THINK so.



Wind's Nocturne

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But

What if that star is not to come
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light i've yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
Theres a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me
Am I to be satisfied without knowing
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need, Is my star to come...

http://www.infinitecat.com/movies/shii.html



WAHH, I CANT BELIEVE I FAILED MY KOTO! Wahhhhh, stupid, some more I say i confrim pass. Stupid lah.... 15/23 people passed. Hais... luckily Tseying fail too, so I retake with her. THINK THEY MARK WRONGLY MAN. OR I SHADE WITH PENCIL TOO LIGHT. Damnnit, study so much, no point. NOOOO, FRAKING KOTO. Heck.

Anw, after school damn err, fun loh. Haha, went wif Lydia to Central. Den take dunno how long in Macs. Like more than 30 minutes. Talk a heck lot of trash lah. Den afterthat we were going to the freaking bus stop to wait for 162, then go church. Then Lydia ask me Wad bus we taking? Then Im like, 162. And we saw the bus leaving the bus stop even before we reach there. STUPID LERH. Then if we even decided to wait for the bus, we'll take 15 minutes. So my smart senior say take cab lah. Haha. Den taxi driver also dunno where the church is. WTH, why so many taxi driver dunno where places are man. Anw, we reached there. ^^ Then we took dunno how long in that room, pray lah. There very peaceful man. So yah, I went back home at around 4+. =x And Lydia damn lucky, got bus there to go back home. ANYWAYS, TODAY IS DAMN NICE, EXCEPT FOR THE FAILING KOTO PART. HUHHHH. HOPE I PASS RETAKE ONE. OR ELSE I'LL CRY MAN.



Wahha, today got bloody koto!! Morning realllly sucked. Kae, see, me and tesying went to the wrong pierce sec (In Bishan). We called Cheok and she told us go the AMK one, near AMK primary. So me and tesying take dunno how long to flag a taxi down. And luckily the taxi driver very nice one. :) But then he duno where is pierce sec or AMK primary. So we called XiLei and she tok ALOT of trash, I dun understand, wad, 2 busstops from SNGS. Blablabla.. Then the taxi driver wanna noe which avenue. And we dunno. So he tell us call 100. And its in avenue 3. Then we took quite a long time to find it and WOW, WE ACTUALLY FOUND THE PLACE. I gave the uncle tip, and after I got down, I realised I gave too much. Whoops. Anw, we tried finding the gate, and it was alrdy 9.30. How lame. And we walk here walk there. So we call XiLei AGAIN. Haha. :) And wah, finally found it man. Deborah was waiting outside. How nice. Hais... then afterthat, I became so nervous I think I forgot everything liao. >.< Anyways, kudos to Xilei. ^^" The test was quite okay. But got guess some lah. AND I STUDY ALOTTTTT.

Afterwards, I went to have X-ray at my mum's clinic. It was bad. And I had to see a specialist after school on Tuesday. Meh. Hais... today so tiring. Esp morning. And I'm getting a headache, from stupid history hmwrk. Everything so chim.



Rahhh, studystudystudy... SJ knowledge test tmrw leh. The paper they give us so chim. Now memorising the dates. Just now, me and my mum were reading through the paper. So much easier. And we made stupid jokes. Haha. Anw, JIA YOU to EVERYONE AND ANYONE taking the test. Hope you all pass with flying colours!

And today is Friday, but no, dun haf cca. :( Haiyo. Got stupid cheer-for-badminton-people thingy. And CONGRATS TO SNBT! They won, so pro. And also to SNSO, clinched gold. Yey for our school! Anyways, I'll rather have CCA then cheer. I was pratically doing nth. And there go no air-con or fan or whatever. Meh. And then after that, it was still 5pm and were about to go. And then one of my senior whom I duno, walk up to me, say dun go for cca. Cos they might ask me why she nvr go. And sabo her. Anw, I already so tired. Hais.

Today so tiring. Last night slept at 2am. Wanna go slp liao. Ohya, nvr post this yet. That my backbone is bent POSITIVE 5 DEGREES. Its alot. And the school recommand me go stupid student health center. So lame. Taking X-ray on Monday or tmrw. Hais. I shld go now. My eye is damn pain and I muz go STUDY THE SJ THINGY! And its 11.52... o_O



Okays... haven't been blogging much. And I just realised that today's Heidi's birthday. (20th) And I forgot to buy her present. Darn. Anw, more projects yadayadayada. And today fd prac right, AIC is like, I duno, she dun like me. So first we do tat 'unknown command' (or so Cheok calls it) and I was at the top right corner so I had to say '2,3,4 down' realllly loud. I was like, straining my voice and aic was sama-ing ALOT of times. Until I wanna die. Haiyo. Then marching on the spot right, I GOT TIME LORH. Then they say got PEOPLE nvr time so do pumps. -.- And AIC tell me wadd, I nvr time. Okay, then we do tat unknown command again. And walao, she go hit my arm down damnnit pain. She wan me to cut down faster lah. Then I saw my arm red liao. hais.

Stupid xiaaa, today run 6 rounds. AND I FAILED. Huh. Shld tell veron run faster lah. Or smth. Stupidddd, hope I pass for NAPFA. Argh. Man, today sucks. My mind's blank, dno what to write. So ok, yah, byee.



Yey, I didnt die of boredom today! Thanks to LYDIA THONG. And for her to raise my phone bills.
Anw, saw her during recess and tok alot of crap. And she told me cn anyhow choose fer koto. SO I SHALL DO THAT. Kidding. Then I went back to class but the door locked. So I wait outside. Then she dunno from where appear. o_O Talked MORE trash. Then went back to class and got 2 smses and 1 call from Lydia. Haiya, somemore during lessons. So, the whole day she pratically sms me.

(During Chinese)
Lydia-- HELLO. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT U DNO WHO i AM :D
(Called once but ignored)
Lydia--Is your phone vibration so weak!
Me--Yes hi Lydia Thong. Lesson lah. I in front hor.
Lydia--I shall send u a letter :D

(Going to D&T room (where we slack the whole lesson))
Me--U toking trash? Haha. oke, sms me all u wan untill 12 smth. If ur that wuliao lah.
Lydia--HAHA I'M DOING HOME ECONS MY FREN JUST SHOPPED (typo error?) THE MEAT ITS SO SICK. :/
Me--Haha. Gosh. Im doing dnt. It sucks. Alot. Rahh. Ohya, tell me ur birthday and msn. Dun ask. ^^
Lydia--HAHA HOME ECONS NEXT YEAR LA YOU WAIT. Heh, my birthday? :D031093. Yeah I already wrote you a letter you'll get it later.
Me-- Gosh. Ur really bored. Oke, ill but u birthday prez. And my birthday is 1 day b4 National Day lah. :D Thanks.
Lydia-HAHA OKAY :D WHAT THE LAH Clarissa shocked I'm talking to you. :/
Me--Ok... I dun get u. Haha. Lesson sucks man. Haiya, muz go bck to class liao. Er, dunno wad letter u toking abt. Haha, nvm, Im weird.
Lydia--Haha I'll send you the letter over later luh. heh I'm still in the kitchen
Me-- Oke. How ya gonna send it. Go my class?
Lydia--Haha yeah la then!

(Sends letter) After a while--
Me-- I shall comment on ur letter.
1) U spelt my name wrongly. :/Its Carrie-AnnE. Gosh.
2) U spelt cheok yi's name wrongly too.
3) I 100% felt the vibration. The teacher was right in front of me! Duh.
4) Anyways thanks 4 ur letter. I shall KEEP it.
ok, cyaa. Maybe I write smth back. :)
Lydia--Ok I'm sorry luh! Add one E. :D and I wrote cheok what! Phft MAYBE.
Me--Haha. U wrote cheoki. Maybe me and you can start calling her that. XD Hais... my fone bill going up liao. Kays, BYE.
Lydia--Omg I did? :X MINE GOES OVER 100 LUH OKAY BYEBYE

And yea. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I BOTHERED TO POST THIS YEAH? And Lydia, if u are reading this, u shld feel REALLY honered to have a whole post mostly abt u. And thanks for occupying my time. :) And for making my fone bill go up. Ok, this post is kinda long. Shld go now.



Wahh, can't think straight now. Just thinking about wad happened just noww. We had bloody INTENSIVE FOOTDRILL PRACTISE for SJ. Anw, before that, and before falling in, we were at the specstand there. And we were, ehem, 'playing' commander and squad. Its bloody stupid. Haha. Then yuan yee (dark-blue badge) sit on the railing there and join us. Then she's like, 'We all sec 1s last time also do like this wan.' Wth. Its like we all do so lan lorh. Haha. Then something DAMN funny happened. We were doing ke-genan-lurus. And Jia Yan was about to walk across the walkway. Then everyone moved in front except for one of our squdmate (cant write her name down, cuz she doesnt want me to). So she practically raise her arm and then hit her. She was like, what the hell? And we were laughing uncontrollably.

Anw, I'm getting pissed off with Jocelyn's lame use of words for commands. Haha. She said ke-geri as 'mercury'. I mean, how lame is that? Oh and before falling in, Yan Yi said something about Kai Xin mam. And haha wth, Jocelyn said ,'What's that? Is it delicious?' HAHA. I think she mistaken her name for 'cai xin'. So funny. Anyways, during PT, I couldn't run. So those people who fell out had, ehem, 'squad interaction' with our NCOs. And we told Huiying what Jocelyn said. And told her to swear not to tell anyone. :) Haharr. Oh, and I FINALLY know who my sp is. Haha, so lagg. And our NCOs asked who we wanted our next NCO to be after they passed out. Me, tse ying and Yan Yi say Jia Yan. Haha, most probably maybe she will be. :D

Anyways, ON TO OUR HORRIBLE INTENSIVE DRILLS. Actually that time I couldnt really think, we were like, practically being 'controlled' by the commanders. Really. We like, had to do dunno how many pumps. But my leg hurts so I do the other alternative. :) Anyways, I pity our other squadmates. The ground is DAMN wet lah. And do pumps. So sad. I screamed my heart out for timing. I think Im gonna have sorethroat or what plus I counted wrongly (as in when ur not suppose to time, I timed =x) twice. Rahhh... Oh yea, and we had to put 2 50cent coins at our elbow there and lock our arms. And the sec 4s smart leh, those coin which drop, they collect. If 5 drop, they take th people who drop the coin both their 2 50cent coin. Fortunately, only 4 coins dropped. Haha. And we learnt 2 new commands. The measurement thingy and hanta. Yah. Oke, my thigh hurts ALOT. And I cant, er, walk?



Rahh, I should say that today is just, unlucky for me. Kkaes, in the morning, Beverly broke down. Must be from stress lah. I know ALOT of people who have broke down due to stress, yah, secondary life is way thougher than primary. Ppl, dun be, erm, upset, your not the only one! Haha.

Anyways, later in the day, Mr Tan knocked my water bottle off my table. And when it hit the floor, water came err, splashing out. Gosh. Then everyone was like, horr, Mr tan... Then I dunno why I kept laughing uncontrollably. I picked it up and found that it was cracked. And the water was like, spilling on me. Argh. So yah, I threw it away. Waah, one water bottle wasted. By Mr Tan. >_<"

During recess, I saw Yuanyee. I looked at her, then she turned around, doing the 'diaoz' thing. Then I say hi to her, and she cover half of her face with her book. Haha, wth. Some more she told me to say hi to her everytime I see her. Muz be I taller than her lah, and I only sec 1, den she dun lyk me. o_O
Oh yea, during chinese, which is really erm, boring, I was toking to beverly and Tammy. Alot. Then teacher scolded us. o_O Darn. And he told Mrs Sng, so she scolded us too. paiseh lah... NEXT TIME MUZ NOT TOK DURING LESSON. Can daydream, but not TOK. Rahhh.

Kkae, projects left : Geog (volcanoes), Science (oesteoporosis), IPW, chinese crap, PE, etcetc. How lame. And to think of it, during primary, I felt that projects were actually FUN. Gosh. Cant believe I thought of that. Meh, nid to do PE by tmrw. Argh... nvr finish yet.

Started the day in school REALLY terrible. Okay, this is what happened. There was fd prac (again, as usual) and it was horrible. First, they make us to pumps for not telling our squadmate not to wear watch in squad. Then they kip on telling us to knock it down then recover, again and again. In the end, this one we do 25 pumps. And one of our squadmate nvr count, she had 10 extra pumps. And we had to stay in pumping position while she pumped. Rah. Okay, next was Sedia. We forgot to cut down, then got some ppl fidgit or something, do dunno many more pumps. 10 I think? Then after kegenan, cant really remember what happened. Then do MORE pumps. And Amanda, we recover, then she kip on fidgiting. Then we knock it down AGAIN, do 5 more. Then she fidgit again, so we pump AGAIN. gosh. There's more to it and its painer than it seems. Result -- My knee was practically bleeding and now got alot of scabs. And theres a huge blue black on my right knee. But tse ying and amanda's very smooth, like no problem wan. >_<" CONCLUSION -- SJ HURTS ppl, not CURE ppl. Haha. Kidding. Nvm, I' ll still like my CCA.Rest of the day was pretty normal. Yah, 'cept for that. Hope that my knee doesnt cure so fast so Friday or Thursday nid to do pumps can do the other alternative. It still hurts u noe! Haha, oke, I think Im boring you.

Oh yea, for our item from our squad to the sec 4s will be song + sing + errr dance (suggested by Yan Yi). I cant dance and my singing is really off-tune, so yah, Im playing the piano. Cabrini wants to compose her own song but I dun think Im able to compose a music score that fast and perfect it too. So I thought we shld play xin yu or tui hou by Jay Chou? Haha. Its nice loh! Ok, shld tell them my, ehem, opinion.

Oke, havent been blogging much, nvm... Kaes, yesterdae I gotta new fone! Haha, camera one lah, so much better than my old one. It was my bro's but yah, IT HAS A CAMERA. Forget it, I noe alot of other ppl who have better fone than me.

Today's monday, which means school very slack. Oh ya, oso got freaking lame leadership crap. Before that, me and tse ying were walking to MPR 1. Then we saw Lydia. And u noe I recognise ppl very long wan. So first she was like ,'Hi' to me. Then I just smile lah, think 'Who this person arh?' Gosh. Then I finally recognise her after... 10 seconds? Haha, damn slow reaction. Anw, I didnt say Hi, so she 'push' tse ying and was like,' U so unfriendly wan, dun be ur fren liao.' Then I sae,' HELLO LAH, ARGH'. Oke, I noe Im weird. Nevermind.
Hais... Oh crap, got stupid IPW project and I set a group deadline TOMORROW. I didnt even touch on it yet. And oso, Im the leader leh. Okae, what the heck. Yah, bye.



Hais... have been reading my frens' blog. Those from 6 Faith 06. Yah. Seen they have changed in attitude. And some oso feeling emo. Guess that's the abrupt change from primary to secondary? Yap. More stressful, wayy. And more projects, and tests. Arh. Never mind lah. If stress's overcoming you, chill and think about it, DUN suicide, its NOT fun (not like anyone's ever said it was). Anyways, ok, I should get out of my solemn state. Haha. I'm like reminding myself a hundred times that tomorrow is NOT sundae. Cos todae feels like Saturdae, partly because got church in the afternoon. Today good friday mah. Wahh, so tired now, have been in the comp quite long lah. Should sleep soon? O o 1.40 AM now. okok, I go now.



Morning so wadd. Got fd prac again. Then our sec 2 seniors had to teach us marching. Its like,'Turn check, check up, check down, check oneoneoneoneone, Saint Johns'. Haha, they all very sian teach us cos we havent learn how to march yet. Paiseh lah. Then after dunno how long, we all fall in again, den commander tell us do in front of the sec 2s. At the end, they all clap n cheer for us. :) But I still dunno how to march properly. ARGH. After that got stupid morning jog, which Im not suppose to go for, but I went aniways. Then PE, which we're suppose to run 4 rounds, but me ans serena on medication so we escaped that. ^ ^ Erm... nth much to say. And cant believe that my bro's back to playing ragnarok offline and me going back to being pratically 'addicted' to playing o2jam. Haha. Kae, todae not so interesting.
*Note to self--Fotocopy that stupid SJ telephone network thing which I lost. Argh.



Haha, todae got freaking lame house prac. Yi Hui, who was right in front of me, was DAMNNIT HIGH. She was like singin and cheering really loud without a care in the world. Suppose thats a good thing? Haha. Oh yea, and found out that Jia Yan oso in blue hse. Shes in the perimeter, quite surprising. heh. Hais... todae recieve freaking lame chinese test, got a stupid 39/50. Argh, 1 more mark to 40. o_O Nvm lah, still got A1. Oso got freaking lame enlish test todae. About crappy narrative and personal recount. So lame, its graded some more. I think I fail lah. Anyhow do. Oh, and Im gonna KILL SERENA for losing out story board. ARGH. How stupid. Now got how many projects? 4 or 5. Siao lah, still nvr touch them... Freak. Slacking lah. Very confused. Dunno why. Oh yea, forgot to sae HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO XILEI. And people, stop saeing I love her cuz I DUN and I noe u hate her. Yea. Too bad. DAMN, just found out Veron owns me $1. Cos she drank like, half of my whole smoothie without my permission. Before house prac, I went to give the lame present to XiLei, then I go back to the canteen, cannot find tseying and veron. THEY HAVE MY DRINK U NOE. So they bloody hell drank it all up. I didnt even taste a bit of it. 太恶心！Heck care. Kae, I shld go sleep now, and dun be confused cuz my blog timer is spoilt.



Ok, havent been blogging much. And April just came. Time flies man. Yap. Kae, todae I got chosen for the stupid lame maths olympiad competition. Along with Yi Hui, Gracia, Verbena, Hanwen, Sarah, and dunno whu else. Surprisingly, Serena wasnt chosen. I mean, hey, her maths is damnnit good. She was like, complaining about it to me and wanted to lodge a complain. Weird. Who even wants to go for that stupid competition? Its a waste of time and money ($8). ARGH. Anyways, grats to those people fer winning er, that SJ comp. Haha, actually I dunno what type of comp. Errr, ya. XiLei's birthday tmrw, not like anyone cares yeah? Haha. Oke, bye.