Sunday, September 29, 2013
@11:10 PM
This post's gonna be an extension of the previous one like 4 days ago lol.
Just realised that that dream I had was very Lord of the Flies-esque. And that I have had dreams of severed heads in the past, BUT this has so far been the most out of this world death dream for me. So I went to look up what my dream meant. Then I found this DREAM DICTIONARY thingy that made me wonder what the hell was really going on in my head lol.
First up, a dream involving decapitation means that your heart and head are not communicating well. It's almost literally like "losing your head" (damn, our brains can subconsciously create such bad puns). Hmmmmmm.
Apparently, the death of something can signify that you personally lose a characteristic related to that person. EG, you dream that your mom dies, it could mean that you're losing your maternal qualities. HMMM I dreamt my bro died a few days ago, and that could mean that.... I'm becoming less of a bro. Okay that was a very bad analysis LOL. BUT if you see a
stranger die, it can means that your feelings are detached from the changes that're happening around you. *ponders*
Another one related to dying is getting yourself killed. I had my fair share of running around in my chasing dreams from dangerous people. :/ I had some dreams involving myself running away and at the same time recruiting people to run away with me. (In one of them, I ended up being sacrificed by a cult, damn.) Idk yo. But yeah, getting myself killed could mean that I want to create drastic changes in my personality or habits. *ponders more*
But the most interesting one is: To see a killer in your dream suggests that an essential aspect of your emotions have been cut off. You feel that you are losing your identity and your individuality. Alternatively, this dream may represent purification and the healing process. You are standing up for yourself and putting a dramatic end to something.
Lol well idk, maybe I have alot of bottled up things in me and my dreams explode with morbidity. I dream of death
alot. Last week, Armageddon happened in my head. The week before, a translucent man regurgitated a young boy and died. I guess the first terrible dream was in sec3, when I stabbed a man and got my friend to shoot him. But I've learnt to embrace my dreams (which I do NOT consider dark), and they've become a part of me. I think maybe it's a good sign, if all the above stuff is true, that I'm constantly changing. Or maybe not, lol I really dont know.
Or maybe I was a harbinger of death in my previous life. Be afraid of me.
Still, dreams've always interested me since like years ago. Maybe I should be a psychologist who analyses dreams, whoa.