Monday, January 06, 2014
@10:10 PM
Damn, getting nightmares again from my super failure sleeping patterns. Last night, I dreamt that I actually died, and that shit was scary. Lol I'm too lazy to type it out in story form because some parts aren't clear and I have no idea what the hell was happening. THIS DREAM WAS INSANE.
Kay, so it started with me doing some kind of undercover work, and the people I was talking to were under the assumption that I was someone else. I had a notepad of some stuff in my hand, when suddenly a page with my name and my details fell out. The people I was talking to looked at it, took pretty long to make a connection but killed me, somehow. What the hell right, I don't understand either lol.
Anyway, BAM, I died and got transported to somewhere. This part I remember really clearly. I was sitting, perched on a navy blue, solid wall, stories and stories high. Behind me was an old, vintage building with cream walls, and I was staring into nothingness. This was prrobably some kind of purgatory in my head. O: I remember being so stunned, the realisation that my existence was no longer on earth seeping into my mind. Then slowly, anguish crept in and I became really angry because I felt that I had gone through so much, I had finally learnt so much and I was about to apply them and become a better person, when suddenly my chance was just snatched away. All because of some stupid mistake I did. There were so many emotions and I screamed and screamed and I smashed my fist on the wall I was sitting on. The wall cracked, unexpectedly, and as sudden as I was brought there, I was brought to somewhere else.
Then I realised I was'nt dead anymore. I was in a lawn outside some kind of big house, and women in their 40s and 50s were sitting around the lawn, talking about some stuff idk. My friend (who-shall-not-be-named. Let's call him Yolo, that's a nice name.) was standing next to me, talking midsentence, as if I never left or arrived. I told Yolo that something happened to me and that I had to find my mom, and he was like, sure, your mom is over there in the lawn. But I looked around and none the faces were familiar.
Yolo said that we were supposed to spying on some people in the house, and he went on without me. What the hell lol. Anyway, I went up to the women and walked among them, waiting for someone (aka my supposed mom) to recognise me and call me, but none did. Suddenly Yolo, like he never even left, said "dude your mom isn't over there, what're you doing?". So I was like, screw it, and asked Yolo who my mom was. He pointed to some random lady with dyed hair and sunglasses. I remember she looked like she was suntanning herself rather than joining in any conversation. Then I said "Riiiight I knew that lol" and went up to her. Then there's a gap in my memory of what happened after that haaha.
Okay a small part of what I remembered was that there were colourful holographic dragons, small enough to just reach my knees. And they were like floating around and drifting around flowers. I don't know yo. Other people couldn't see them, only I could and I thought it was cos I've seen death before.
What did I just dreaaaamm omg I really need to sleep at normal timings.